I hate myself for all the words I say

Which I detest from the bottom of my heart

 

I hate myself for all the things I do

Which never reflect in my list of tasks

 

I hate myself for tasks I fail to do

Which I’d love at the top of stack

 

I hate myself for all my actions

which make me feeble or depressed

 

I hate myself for all the inaction

Which makes me suspect myself

 

I hate myself for all the time

Which I drain to please others

 

I hate myself for all the drama

Which everyday life uncovers

 

I hate myself when I waste myself

And dread that my life is a waste

 

I hate myself when I rely on others

To assist me win life’s race

 

I hate myself when I can’t muster courage

To fly against the breeze

 

I hate myself for the life I live

Which I never imagined in dreams

 

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